All that I am thinking right now is getting back with my girlfriend. She had decided that it is a better idea for her to move on with her life without me but I am not ready for the both of us breaking up yet. I already told her a million times that all I really want is to fix what we have in the past and make a mark on our future. I can’t seem to have a life when I was alone. I had a big mistake with her in the past, she managed to learn my password and open the messages. She already knew that I was communicating with other girls and she got so mad at me and told me that I should never call her again. My girlfriend is a St Albans escort from https://charlotteaction.org/st-albans-escorts and she is still infuriated right now. I can’t possibly get out of the situation that I am in right now. To be honest I was having a lot of fun before my St Albans escort girlfriend has caught me but it is enough. She is the only person good enough to ever give me a life that I want to live. All the other relationships that I have do not really matter because all that I need for now is to have a loving relationship with someone that I know and trust. I believe that there are still a lot of better things that I would be able to handle if I would find better words to talk to my St Albans escorts girlfriend. she got really hurt when she knew about my affairs because she taught that I was totally honest with her. I already want to change and have no goal in hurting her again. I just that she would see that I am not the person that is going to do that same mistake ever again. Holding a St Albans escort in my arms for life is the ultimate goal and I can only do that if I can help myself in how I would be able to have a life with my girlfriend. I so not want her to see me as a person that she hates. All that I want to happen now is to be very careful with what I am doing all of the time because I can’t really manage to do the same kinds of mistakes twice. My hope is to go slow and try to rebuild the broken relationship that I have. It is very obvious for me that I am better off begging my girlfriend to stay with me and hope that she would be able to forgive me from all of the bad things that I did in the past. I do not want to give her a lot of head ache anymore. Even when she does not seem to understand how my minds work a lot of the time it is very obvious that the two of us is the best couple. We should just get back together and try to live a better life.